About Catrina

About me

THIS ISN’T JUST A STORY OF HEALING — IT’S A SACRED RETURN.

The Performance

I didn’t set out to become an intimacy guide. I was the high-achieving daughter who did everything “right” — studied neuroscience, worked in law and Private Equity, chased titles, performed worthiness.

The Pattern

I never knew a calm woman growing up. I was raised in a lineage of women who lived in survival mode — their nervous systems wired for urgency, their bodies unfamiliar with rest. And without realizing it, I became one of them.

The Longing

And yet… something deeper was always alive in me. Daily prayer. Inner stillness. Spontaneous openings that cracked time, identity, and the known world wide open. While others were anchored in the visible, I was navigating the liminal — remembering something ancient that lived in my bones.

The Breaking Open

Then, in 2018, everything changed. My mother passed suddenly. Grief stripped me bare. And in that unraveling, I stopped reaching for who I thought I should be — and began returning to who I actually was.

What followed wasn’t just healing. It was initiation:

Into sacred studies. Somatic awakening. Erotic reclamation.

Into truth. Safety. Power. Pleasure. Presence.